I'm still flying off as planned.

Friday, 17 Apr 2009 Flight FD 6504
Depart Changi Airport(T1) @ 14:40

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I'd apologize. Thou it isn't anything big and unlikely to make any difference. At least, I did. You'll not have any idea how it's like being stuck in the middle, where both parties are equally important. Left's a best friend, right's a confidant that helped in tremendous way that non can imagine. If, you do feel that am totally unaffected by it. If, you made the conclusion that I'd made a choice on standing his side. You're so wrong.

I'm only seek when needed. When things crops up. When fights occur. Then, you'll forgo bout the whole bestf issue and gladly lemme talk to him. It disgusts you that I'm always covering his ass. Am not. You've absolutely no idea how much I talked about in front of him, and I don't find a need to boast. It's not always him, I'm helping. You don't know. Y'all trusted me and expects me to help in a way or another, and if i accidentally did put alil more effort in one, another will get annoyed.

Am never good with words. I ain't saying lying's the correct approach and it was wrong on my part. Thus I, hereby, sincerely apologize to you, my alien friend.
Thanks for keeping me going, at that point of time. And I still love you both dearly.