We're supposed to be a happy family. Thou I seldom talk to my dad, he never talks to me directly. Only indirectly talking to me, through my mom or looking at the ceiling. My brothers and I are fine.

My grandma was praying and talking to the gods, after that she walked into the master bedroom and ransacked my parent's stuff, especially my mom's. She lost $500 given by uncle, and insisted that my mom's the theif in the house. My parents're out, and I've no idea what gonna happen later. I think I better sleep earlier today. Coward.

ohwait, She's praying again.
She sitting there waiting for my parents to be home.
Im gonna call my mom now.


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Aishah, you seem so different recently. I've no idea you're sad, happy, mixed or whatever. You've got to talk, sayang. Just voice out what you doesn't like, what you love. What's wrong, bestfriend? You seem so out of place, so lifeless. that even when I bump into you or saw you from afar, I dont recognize thats my friend anymore. Really. That's why I dont really find the need to go over and start a conversation with you. Sad to say, that's the truth. I'll have nothing to talk to you about, if you continue on being like this. What's wrong, dear? Did you've any conflicts with him again? You've always been the positive neutron and I always tell you that its wrong to be the one giving in and forgiving stuff all the time, however I also added that that's actually the reason why you and him lasted so long smoothly, unlike me and khai. You've always been the independent one learning to deal with this kindof stuff alone. And if you really can't do it now, and seem so dead, you should just stop pretending and admit that things're bad. I dontknow how to help you, dear Aishah. I'm not good with words, Im always bias, making boys sounds like crap.. But you know, I'm just a phone call, sms, 600metres away. Like how you say to, i'm gonna repeat myself.
IM HERE OK, NOR AISHAH! cheerup please :)