Most of the time, when things get bad, I'll whine here.
2days ago, just as I thought, ladyluck was on my side &I didn't have to login &rant.
... Things happen. THANKS UH?!

Quarrelled with that fool again. Yah, What's new?
I'm not saying my boyfriend's mean/bad, he's great. he's giving in most of the time, sometimes taking in my tantrums. But, seriously. Guys really need to earn some money to support his gf. You worked, which gives you the extra cash. Even if you don't have cash, nobody's blaming you. But shldn't you at least've the money for essential stuff, such as food? C'mon lah. Food's the most basic thing alrdy. You're in hunger the whole day, cause I dontknow you spend your money on what.

I need my boyfriend to feed me, not ME to feed HIM. Ofcourse, I didn't meant that he've to pay for everything. That's crazy. But, borrowing $60, then $10, then $3, then I've to pay for the food &expenses &the fares &his ezlink money. Today was the last draw. After paying for both of our meals, I kept quiet &think. Isit worth it? I withdraw cash, just to accompany that guy eat at the place he likes, which I really dont enjoy. Ending up, I paying for everything. Just to make him happy. The thoughts may just go off after awhile, but that fool got angry at me instead. For what, yall want to know? For me keeping quiet.

Fucking shit. He angry at me, cause I kept quiet after eating? Must I be blabbering non-stop to show that I'm alright? That's nothing even wrong with it. I'm just thinking bout stuff. Damn man. Then he showed me attitude and everything. That really confirm me that it isn't worth it, trying to make him happy, giving the treat, eating at that stupid place. The least thing he could do, is to.. treat everything as normal. At least, that'll tell me that "Yeah, it's worth it. He's my bf, afterall"

FUCK SHIT. THIS IS WAD I GET. KNN.
&HE ACCUSE ME OF INSULTING HIM. SHOOT HIM PLS.
IM NOT EVEN DEMANDING ANYTHING FROM YOU.
FLORELLA ANG HUIHUI IS THAT MATERIALISTIC. PERIOD.

Frankly speaking, yall tell me. Am I not understand enough or.. whatever? After you read this post, am I like at fault too? Even a lil? Tell me, if you treat me like a friend. Comment nothing but the truth.