8:46 pm | Thursday, October 25, 2007
GreatDay, Thankyou.
We took 23 to Bugis.
After 30mins, I took 80 back to Hougang, alone.
Fuck. I quarrelled with Khairul Ridhwan again. I just teared on the bus &ppl were looking at me like im a emo-shit. Fucking shit.
You just love to ignore me don't you? I dont even know who am I to you anymore lah. You used to treat me like so much better. You said you dislike that I always hit you. Okay, fine. I said "Fine, Then I won't do it anymore." Then you just starts saying me, then bcome quiet like you're fucking hurt. THEN START TO IGNORE ME. Ive enough lah, Wtf you want? What you expect me to do you make you happy? I did every single thing to make you happy, &changed whatever stuff that you dislike. &at the end of the day, you're still not happy. If I nvr walk towards you and talked, you won't even bother coming over &start a conversation with me.
Even though Im the one angry at whatever you did wrong, you'll just do nothing but pull a long face, like you're fucking hurt. When IM supposed to be the one angry/hurt. &you fucking expect me to go over &cheer you up, pamper you. WHEN IM SUPPOSED TO BE THE ONE BEING CHEERED-UP.
You said you've nothing to talk to me. Great lah. Then when you friend called, you got whole load of stuff to talk &joke about. Who the Fuck am I to you? That's the best sentence alrdy. Fine, Then I go off. Then You asked me not to be stubborn. When I board the bus, you fucking didn't care. You got so sick of it alrdy, don't you?
I knew this'll come. As day goes by, the girl'll love the guy more &more.. But the fucking nbcb guy'll just feel so sick &tired of this whole thing.
Thanks uh.