12:14 am | Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Cocolalat
KHAIRUL RIDHWAN, STAY THIS WAY!!
He promised extra love from now on.. or maybe for this period of time only.
Haven't been feeling really good.
Emotional. Damn man.
I nvr ever shed a tear for anything. (lasttine) Now, tears're shed at the slightest issues.
I dislike that school's starting. Ive no idea why. I just kept pushing it to the excuse that Info-Comm's not my cup of tea. Business &everything's not even my interest. I prefer Art/Music. I can go Nafa/Laselle. Study fashion studies, or even interior design? I always wanted to design perfume bottles. Weird, I know. Ive decided to continue my piano lessons, 1st as not to let my dad down. Second, I can teach piano in the future too. Earn big bucks yall know?
Yes, I'm that materialistic. Im disgusted by myself too.
I can't imagine having to wakeup for something everday, Stressful. But I feel so useless waking up for nothing, like there's nth for me . Contradicting. Fucking shit.
18th& 19th- Orientation.
Btw, Im so not looking forward to it. I dislike having to know new people all over again. Everyone'll be angelic in the first few mnths, then true colour starts to show.
I dont find a point in meeting new friends, when I know what the outcome'll be like.
Whatever. Not in the mood to jot down the feelings anymore.
That's my horny boyfriend.
This time, it's so different from 23. I just know, everyone knows.
Love him like fuck, Haha! <3
Anw, cheerup my dear Isha. Things're always not well. Naz &Tok's words're that hurtful. I understand ok, Noworries. Nvm, Just see how things go alright. Just dont quit, dont leave me alone. Loveyou too<3
